- (no subject)
- June 19th, 2010
I cant believe what I've just done. Not only did I binge, I couldn't get rid of it. I tried everything, and I mean EVERYTHING. It used to be so easy but it's been a while since I've had to and my stomach just grabbed it because of the fasting and restricting. I was doing so well, I was looking at this skirt online I wanted to buy for the summer. After my failed attempts and alot of crying I came back to the computer and that skirt looked awful. I could see my fat in it, not pretty. My stomach hurts so much and I'm so angry at myself. I'm never binging again, it does nothing but drown me in self disgust.
I hope you've all done so much better than me, I really hope you're reaching your goals. Dont bother binging, it's not worth it. Why trade what you have now with a day like that.
SS, TT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx